Je vais te faire l'Enfer

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So apparently my friend is not dead.

I was contacted by the sister of a DIFFERENT Kathy, who was friends with a different Willow, and they had the same mutual friend that put Kathy’s sister in contact with me, thinking I was the other Willow. Like me and Kathy, other-Willow and other-Kathy knew each other through gaming. Kathy’s sister also said that Kathy had mentioned a Dan, who she was also trying to get in contact with, which basically confirmed it in my head because Dan also used to play that game with us and knew Kathy quite well. 

It has also been a similar time-period since Kathy’s death and the time when other-Kathy and I lost contact. 

I AM SO CONFUSED IT HURTS. 

I was just informed that a very good online friend of mine, who I have been wondering about for several years because she disappeared quite suddenly, is dead.

And now I’m just kind of numb.

This will be tl;dr for most of you, which is valid, but I felt it should be said.

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Changed my icon/ main page pictures, since I’ve had the previous ones for like, 8 months.

Not that anybody cares.

Or can’t see for themselves.

I guess I just like talking. :/

I LOVE YOU ALL!

I know I don’t post that much these days, I know I don’t get too much time, but I truly appreciate every one of you. Every time I get a new follower I celebrate. Every time I see that little “1” on my ask I celebrate. The fact that this many of you actually care about what I post is amazing, and I love you all for it!

So thank you,

and all the love,

Willow

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3

I’m quite sure it’s literally impossible that my French exam could have been any worse. 

If that wasn’t a fail, then I don’t know what is.

Just letting you know that I’m still alive!

I hope that once my exams are over I’ll get to stop saying this, but I do apologise for my absence!

Aforementioned exams are driving me insane, but in just over two weeks THEY’LL BE OVER and I’LL BE FREE! :D :D :D

EXCITING, HUH?

In other news: 

- I bought an iPad, so I truly am a dirty hipster now (not that anybody needed any proof of THAT…).

- I’m probably almost definitely going to fail my French course, but MEH. It’s an elective so it doesn’t even matter. I’m going to continue teaching myself, which I think will be more efficient than the horrific online system we have to use in class anyway.

- Things with Scott are fabulous, and we recently surpassed the six month milestone, breaking my previous record. :D

- I MISS TUMBLR! To those of you who I used to chat to on a regular basis, I do hope we continue to do so once life stops being so… in the way.

Since I’m tired as all hell (Been practising for my French oral test all day), I’m going to load up my queue and play Pokémon until bedtime.

So goodnight my dear Tumblies,

I hope you’re all doing fantastically, and if you’re not, It Gets Better!

Love you all!

Willow 

xx

P.s.

But since I am, have a cupcake. 

Totalled about 20 hours sleep over the last week, in between work, assignments and boyfriend’s birthday celebrations.

I slept from 7:30 a.m. to 8:00 a.m. this morning before I had to get up for work. 

I can barely walk from Paintball skirmish yesterday.

If it weren’t for birthday celebrations being epic, I would be whining about this, but the current pain is worth the weekend I had. :P

It’s been way too long.

My desk has looked like a bomb site for far too long.

I had forgotten I had carpet. 

Something smells funny, but air-freshener and taking out the trash will hopefully fix that.

I feel like I should take a photo. When this happens, it never lasts long.

My room fluctuates  between a battlefield and a room so perfectly organised that even the cat hair on the carpet falls lies parallel. But mostly the former.

I was pretty harsh too, by my normal standards.

Hopefully some people who I’d almost forgotten, but whose blogs I remembered I love upon re-inspecting their page will actually make it to my dash now it’s not clogged with irrelevant bulls**t. xD

but no, I remembered I had to do work for a tutorial that was due today, then I remembered that I had to study for my two french tests tomorrow, and then everybody decided that I was an ear open for their life stories.

Not angry, just frustrated that my planned relaxing day has not, aside from a couple of hours in T2, been relaxing at all.